My First Solo Orgasm on Camera: A Married Wife’s Awakening in Pau
Pau, June 13th, 1 AM. Our bedroom. Dim light from the desk lamp. Heart hammering in my chest. Four glasses of porto warming my veins. Husband far away in Afghanistan. Skype dead. Emails sent, regrets bubbling. I hit record. Camera on the dresser stares back. Me, Corinne, 40, married mom of three. Nerves twist my gut. What am I doing? Fingers tremble on the hem of my red nightie. Thin straps slip on sweaty shoulders. Sit on your desk chair. Straddle it backward. Arms over the backrest. Legs shaky. Breathe deep. Smell of our last lovemaking lingers faint. Miss you so much. Body aches for touch. Not just yours. Mine? Never done this. Alone like this. For you. Or me? Pivot slow. Show my back. Wide hips under silk. Feel exposed already. Heart races faster. No turning back. Face the lens. Eyes lock on it. Your eyes. Thighs part a bit. Hand drifts down. Hesitant. Over panties? No. Straight to skin. Gasp. First brush electric. Clumsy fingers find the heat. Wet already. Porto loosens me. Fear mixes thrill. What if kids wake? Door locked. Breath quickens. Pinch nipples through silk. They harden instant. Bite lip. Smile creeps. Wrong. So right. Legs up on chair edges. Wider now. Hand dives deeper. Shadow hides it. But you see. Circles slow. Pressure builds. Unfamiliar rush. Nervous sweat beads neck. Don’t stop. Can’t.
Fingers slick now. Slip inside. First time deliberate. Body bucks. Oh god. Waves crash sudden. Head drops forward. Tenses. Shudders rip through. Orgasm hits like thunder. Five minutes flat. Legs clamp. Toes curl on metal. Never alone before. Always you inside me. This? Mine. Pure. Explosive. Eyes flutter open. Still recording. Dizzy. Flush hot. Not enough. Swing leg over. Face you full. Knees wide. Nightie up. Pubic hair dark, damp. Clit swollen, peeking. Alliance glints left hand. Right spreads lips. Expose all. Slow now. Learn it. Circle clit deliberate. Thumb dips in. Moan escapes. Hips grind air. Tension coils tight. Heart pounds wild. Build it. Deeper. Faster. Head back. Breasts heave. Body arches. Cries build. Tense. Freeze. Then shatter. Second peak huge. Juices flood fingers. Tremble lasts minutes. Collapse panting. New woman born.
